Is this real life?

Have you ever seen those videos after people leave the dentists and have a lot of novocaine?

Well I kind of feel out if it like they do and am asking the same questions, like "Is this real life?"

I leave the US for Bolivia in about 9 days, and everything has come together. Over the past two months or so, I have felt everything building up and have tried to make myself fully recognize what I am about to jump into.

My feelings are over the place. Im excited, but nervous at the same time. Im ready, but scared. Happy, but said. You get my drift, in short............................................

So many in fact, that I couldn't choose just one GIF.

Anyways I'm thinking about all the great things and all the great people in Bolivia, but Im scared to leave my family behind here. I know in the long run it will be worth it and I'm still super excited, so there is no way I think I will come back, but I just needed to rant about life before I go.

Not super reflective.... I know, but at least I tried ;P